Dear eryn my lovely fren , i've already forgive you for your mistake . yeah i know that Akania was such a great person , the one can make u feel happy . but u should not say **** to me , i opologise too . I'm sory for my words , my words was too RUDE . i know that u will upset to see that rude's words , but the thing had happen . that's the fact ? i don't think so ,
Eryn , youu know how much iloveyouu fren ? for me , u're the best ever freva fren that i have . yeah i know that i can't be like u , u to pretty , kind-hearted n very gorgeous . u're like an angel , i'm like a devil infront pipel's eyes . I can't forgive myself if their anything happen to youu dear . i will not forgive myself . i promise that .
All day i was thinking , that can we be a BESFREN FREVA ? can we not fight each other ? can we live with a happy day evyday ? can we do that ? can we share the sadness or the happiness together until we die ? that all was on my mind evyday . i just hope i will be your fren 'till we be adult . i just hope that , but i sure the thing that i want can't be a REALITY . because youu more chosing Akania than our fren relationship .
so , i can just say ...
- Hey eryn , i hope you happy with Akania because i'm really sure that Akania will make u happy evyday . is that what youu want from her ? n i hope that one day youu will find a TRUE fren . kdangkala kita tau , kawan sejati boleh tikam dri blakang kite . namun , ta mudah na maafkan kesalahannye . luka boleh kita rawat sehingga sembuh , tapi parutnya ? tetap berkesan dihati smpai bilabila . Andai itu takdir-Nya , anggaplah sampai sini saje hubungan persahabatan kite eryn . Anggaplah kau ta penah berkenalan dgan budak yg bernama Nur Alifah Ilyana atau Lya . Anggaplah kau ta pernah menanggap yg aku kawan baek kau mahupun kawan sejati kau . Ape yg aku pernah curahkan dkat kau , aku minta maaf sgatsgat . Aku ta berniat na lukekan hati kau . Aku ta sengaja . Segale kesedihan yg aku pernah curah dkat kau , aku minta maaf sbab mengadu dkat kau , kerna aku tau kau lah yg pling memahami . tp ternyata aku salah org , aq salah pileh kawan . akhirnya aku yg tersungkur . maafkan aku kawan , maafkan aku . smoge kau bahagia berada d'samping KAK NIA NADYA : )))